I don't know if there are any gays here. It's been a long time since I realized that I love my friend. Not just as a friend, but as a boyfriend. But I've been straight my whole life. And I kind of like to fantasize about him, and I kind of dread the feeling. I'm very afraid that if I confess to him and we have something going on, I might not like having sex with him. Then our friendship is definitely over... I've tried gay porn, but I don't like what they do. Not so much disgust, more of a natural dislike of what they do. But it's a video, I can't tell them what to do. In short, I do not know what to do, admit it? What if I'm not gay?
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